Projects Galore

So, hey everyone! I’ve decided to let you all in a little something that me and a few friends have started cooking up…

See, I have this dream of becoming a director or scriptwriter and I wanted to do a few things to practice or see if I’ve got what it takes to do those things before I fully commit to the idea. So I’ve decided to make something like a TV show that’ll I’ll be posting up on YouTube!

I know, that idea seems a little bold and crazy but… It’s just to practice. I’ve already got the story, the script for episode one written down, the location, the cast, and the crew. I’m basically all set, except for the most important thing… A camcorder/video camera.

Now, here’s something of bad news.

I’m going to have to pause on this little blog site of mine to plan more on the project. I’ll give updates here and there, but it won’t be that frequent. Though, I will be updating on my Twitter more often so you guys can check up on me through that.

So, for now, this is a see you later

School and Story Ideas

Hey there,

Sorry I haven’t posted any entries as much as I used to. Who thought college/school would get in the way?

Right now I’m trying to make some notes for my Humanites class because I’ve got a test on Thursday but only got the book today. Yeah, the professors did talk about it in class but there’s a few things in the book that they didn’t add. So… Here I am… Making notes. Well, I’m procrastinating.

We’re talking about Descartes and Freud right now, and that other guy…Nietzsche. So, we’re discussing anything about the mind and right now my head hurts… Too much going on to think straight. And that one thing they say in the book…

“He couldn’t doubt that he was doubting, for if he doubted that he was doubting, he would nonetheless be doubting.”

Of course my first reaction was “What the fuck?” because that is just confusing. Especially when you’ve been sitting there for a couple of hours with your eyes burning from reading for so long. But, one good thing did come out from that…

I came up with the coolest idea for my little story ever but… I’m afraid of going through with it. I’m going to need to discuss this idea with a few others first, to get their input on it. It’s really cool and I can sort of prove it with a few “facts of life”. It’s really cool! I want to say it but I’m not so sure about it yet… ARGH.

So yeah… what was I talking about? My head hurts.. :S

Oh, my idea? I think…

Here’s what I have so far… It’s about Lucifer, Heaven, Hell, Angels, Demons, Archangels (most likely Michael, Gabriel, and Raphael).

Shades of Gray…

Here’s a small bit – a very small bit – of a short story that I’m working on. It’s so small that it’s barely a significance to anything but it might be enough to catch your eye.

Well, here it is.

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Shades of Gray

“I think it all happened when the rain started to fall.”

I remember starin at the side of her face for moments at a time, wondering if she would ever more or even turn to face me. I remember her being still, like a scarecrow guarding its crops yet she shivered not from the cold, but from something else. The memory of it all was a bit blurry, like someone had made everything in shades of gray.

“What else?” the man sitting across from me asked, “What else do you remember, Jerry?”

“It was really quiet. There were no cars out, and no one else was around,” I replied, telling him only part of what I remember.

The next thing I could recall was that it was raining hard, really hard. It felt like someone was throwing large pebbles at me from the sky with a very angry flick of the arm. I had looked at her and she still didn’t move. She didn’t even flinch from the pain I knew she was feeling.

“Tell me everything, Jerry,” the man demanded. His voice was sterner and more intimidating, as if he thought fear would bring my memory back.

Back To School…

Well, it’s my first day back to school…

I don’t know why but I am so freakin’ nervous right now. I don’t know what to do… I’m nervous, like really nervous.

I’m sitting outside my classroom right now; it starts in about 30 minutes from now. I’m scared, and I don’t know why. Maybe it’ll go away after a while, yeah? Hope so, because my hands are shaking like mad at I type this. I look like a zombie sitting in the dark with the laptop screen light right in my face.

I wonder if I’ll see someone I know? I hope so… I’m not very good with strangers.

Time Traveling to the past

No, I didn’t really time travel to the past… But, as I was cleaning up my room, a found a little book.

The book’s for people to put in their signatures and whatnot; like what the day is, hobbies, and anything at that time.

I’m looking through it and realize that the book was signed by a bunch of people in 2002. I find my signature and can’t help but smile at how the years could change someone how much. Here’s what I had wrote:

Name: Rizza Bagnol
Address: (You don’t need to know what )
Phone: (Don’t need to know what either, but it hasn’t changed )
Favourite Colour: Blue, black, red
Birthday: November 12
Sun Sign: <insert some weird moon and star drawing here because I didn’t know what this meant )
Happiest Moment: October 5th, 2002
Hobbies: Racing, soccer, basketball
Most Embarrassing Moment: October 5th, 2002
Most Admirable Person: Justin, 50-50
Ambition: To become an architect
Best Friends: Cassy, Alissa, Mel, Nikki
Your Definition of Friend: A person who’s always there no matter what
Lines for Me: What? This is my autograph book o_O
Date: October 16th, 2002
Autograph: <insert my signature here>

Uh, yeah… I thought that was pretty cute. I was like… 12, I think? Anyway… As I keep looking there a bunch of blank pages and then there’s my signature again but it’s later on. Maybe a few years later… Maximum would be like two years later. Here’s what this one says:

Name: Rizza Bagnol
Address: _______________
Phone: _______________
Favourite Colours: Black, blue, red
Birthday: November 12
Sun Sign: Scorpio
Happiest Moment: October 5th, 2002
Hobbies: Writing, making up stories, going on the computer
Most Embarrassing Moment: _____________
Most Admirable Person: ________________
Ambition: To live my life
Best Friends: Melanie, Nicole, Alissa, Cassandra
Your Definition of Friend: A person who cares, helps, feels how you feel, and who’s there for you 100%
Lines For Me: Live your life, never stop imagining…
Date: ___________
Autograph: <insert my signature here>

To be honest, I have no idea what the hell happened on October 5th, 2002. It’s going to be bothering me now @_@

But the point is that, being who I am now, I can safely that I have changed a lot since 2002 and I just can’t believe that. Friends would tell me that I haven’t changed that much or say I’ve changed in my appearance. Well, I guess I still hold the same values I had before but for that other stuff… It’s changed.

I also noticed that my definition of a friend is like one would have for in a partner

Time seems to be going by faster and faster each day, don’t it?