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Writer’s Block

Posted by Zashe RB on March 11, 2009

It was a cold and stormy night…

“Scratch that.”

CLASH! The thunder roared…

“No, no. That just doesn’t do.”

Once upon a time?

“Dammit! No.”

The sound of the typewriter clicking away and the backspace making white marks on the not-so-immaculate sheet of paper echoed around the room. If it were possible, sweat pooled around our frustrated writer and marks of perspiration stained the back and front of his shirt. He pulled at his head and titled his head back in preparation of an anguished cry. However, all that came out from his lips were the silent screams of a man with writer’s block.

“Why can’t I think of anything?” he said to himself out loud, glaring daggers toward the typewriter as if it were the cause of the man’s dilemma. “Dammit!”

He pushed away from the desk in front of him, causing his chair to screeched in pain as it slid across the wooden floorboards. His elbows fell against his knees and his head sank into his large and trembling hands. “This used to be so easy…” he told himself aloud, reminiscing on old times long ago.

Suddenly a knock came to his door and he stared at the manmade ‘people-stopper’ for a moment. The knock came again, but louder, and he had no choice but to rise from his seat and answer the call.

“What?” he said immediately, even before the door was fully open and he could see the owner of the knock.

“What a way to greet a girlfriend,” came a woman’s soft, but stern voice.

Our troubled writer instantly felt like jumping away and diving behind an object for protection of his beauty’s wrath. He smiled sheepishly and moved to the side, allowing the young woman room to enter. “I um, sorry,” he stuttered, watching the woman with a wary eye.

“You should be sorry,” she said, keeping her back toward him. “What the hell have you been doing these passed four days? This place is a pigsty!”

Her eyes roamed around the room, her lips upturning into a disgusted frown. There were leftovers from the last time she had visited all over the floor and couch. Fruit flies fly around like small vultures over the garbage can that held everything but the garbage. “It reeks in here! Don’t you know how to at least open a window?” she scolded, turning around and glaring at him.

“I’ve been busy!” he retorted, trying to defend himself from the storm he knew to be coming.

“Busy writing? Jason, please! Give it up! It’s over! If you’re going to continue then at least having some sort of other job to take care of yourself!” she yelled as she took a step toward him and away from the cluttered mess she was once glaring at.

“I never asked you to!” he roared.

Her jaw dropped from the shock of his words directed only for her. “Well, sorry for trying to help you!” she shouted back, anger pulling away from the mess and heading toward the man standing across from her.

“You could at least be more supportive of this! All that ever comes out from that mouth of yours is nagging and complaints!” he paused for a moment, only realizing what he had just said seconds later. His eyes widened and he just stared at her, bracing himself for her words.

“You want me to be supportive?” she asked, a bitter tone in her voice. “You want me to be supportive?” she repeated. “I have been! For five years, Jason! Five whole fucking years! What do I get for taking care of you, making sure you don’t choke on your own misery? Nothing! That’s what I get! Nothing!”

“I’m sorry Amy, I didn’t mean to…” he stopped himself when the girl’s evil glare intensified and all he wanted to do at that moment was to cower and hide.

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School and Story Ideas

Posted by Zashe RB on January 26, 2009

Hey there,

Sorry I haven’t posted any entries as much as I used to. Who thought college/school would get in the way? :P

Right now I’m trying to make some notes for my Humanites class because I’ve got a test on Thursday but only got the book today. Yeah, the professors did talk about it in class but there’s a few things in the book that they didn’t add. So… Here I am… Making notes. Well, I’m procrastinating.

We’re talking about Descartes and Freud right now, and that other guy…Nietzsche. So, we’re discussing anything about the mind and right now my head hurts… Too much going on to think straight. And that one thing they say in the book…

“He couldn’t doubt that he was doubting, for if he doubted that he was doubting, he would nonetheless be doubting.”

Of course my first reaction was “What the fuck?” because that is just confusing. Especially when you’ve been sitting there for a couple of hours with your eyes burning from reading for so long. But, one good thing did come out from that…

I came up with the coolest idea for my little story ever but… I’m afraid of going through with it. I’m going to need to discuss this idea with a few others first, to get their input on it. It’s really cool and I can sort of prove it with a few “facts of life”. It’s really cool! I want to say it but I’m not so sure about it yet… ARGH.

So yeah… what was I talking about? My head hurts.. :S

Oh, my idea? I think…

Here’s what I have so far… It’s about Lucifer, Heaven, Hell, Angels, Demons, Archangels (most likely Michael, Gabriel, and Raphael).

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Shades of Gray…

Posted by Zashe RB on January 21, 2009

Here’s a small bit – a very small bit – of a short story that I’m working on. It’s so small that it’s barely a significance to anything but it might be enough to catch your eye.

Well, here it is.

Shades of Gray

“I think it all happened when the rain started to fall.”

I remember starin at the side of her face for moments at a time, wondering if she would ever more or even turn to face me. I remember her being still, like a scarecrow guarding its crops yet she shivered not from the cold, but from something else. The memory of it all was a bit blurry, like someone had made everything in shades of gray.

“What else?” the man sitting across from me asked, “What else do you remember, Jerry?”

“It was really quiet. There were no cars out, and no one else was around,” I replied, telling him only part of what I remember.

The next thing I could recall was that it was raining hard, really hard. It felt like someone was throwing large pebbles at me from the sky with a very angry flick of the arm. I had looked at her and she still didn’t move. She didn’t even flinch from the pain I knew she was feeling.

“Tell me everything, Jerry,” the man demanded. His voice was sterner and more intimidating, as if he thought fear would bring my memory back.

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The Dark Knight – Chapter One

Posted by Zashe RB on January 8, 2009

Chapter One: It Just Ain’t A Party Without Me

Five people stood tall and proud to the left of the stage with their heads held high and large grins on their faces. Each wore a robe like one would get during a graduation ceremony along with those little square caps. The colours they wore were a deep mahogany with a yellow ‘v’ draped around their necks. Three young men and two young women smiled to the large crowd below and tried hard not to jump with joy.

An elderly, kind of wrinkly, man stood in front of the podium with his back to the five but his face to the audience in front. He spoke slowly but clearly and would occasionally lift his hand to emphasize something he had said. Read the rest of this entry »

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Batman: The Dark Knight Fan Fiction

Posted by Zashe RB on January 6, 2009

Yeah, I started to write a fan fiction for The Dark Knight. I am compeltely obsessed with Batman/Bruce Wayne… He’s just so… <insert swooning sigh here>.

And, I’ve always been a fan of the Joker but after seeing that profermance of him in that movie I just fell even more in love! It’s all Joker and Batman/Bruce Wayne <3!

Here’s a little bit of what I have right now… I’m trying to aim for at least 5,000 words for chapter one. Enjoy!

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